My writing professor friend said I have to actually start telling the stories that I reference in my posts… the idea of it makes me want to barf.

Like, I want to, but I don’t. IDK. I feel like it’s going to be emotional. Maybe that’s a good thing.

If I can get three chapters and an outline together, I could shop a book. He can, and will, help me.

What’s stopping me? Anyone I would worry upsetting, already “hates me.”

“LOL.”

It’s not funny. It sucks. But maybe that why things went down the way they did. Bridges have been burned, so just say it all.

Hmmm…