I genuinely don’t want to be in this world anymore. Of course everyone is drunk or on drugs. EVERYTHING IS SO FUCKED UP.

No money. No friends. No family. The food is poisoned. Doctors are fucked. The police are fucked. The courts are fucked. NOBODY FUCKING CARES.

“Don’t get wasted.” Why not? My life is a fucking waste. Why should have to be present for this shit?

Everything is boring. There’s nothing to talk about. What’s the point anyway? NOTHING CHANGES.

Unless you’re satisfied being a fucking drone, and happy to take another heaping helping of bullshit at every waking moment, it’s painful to be alive.

Walk one mile in my shoes, and tell me I’m wrong. Who cares. Nobody’s listening anyway.

  • _emmerzzz_English
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    2 months ago

    I think most of us have felt similar to this at least once in our lives.

    Just… like… DON’T DO IT. Ok?

    Tomorrow is a new day. Hang in there. 🤍

    • DoctorDonothingOPEnglish
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      2 months ago

      Ok. I won’t. I promise. I would never attempt to kill myself. Just needed to blow off some steam. But thanks for caring. Means a lot.

  • The_ModMAEnglish
    2·
    2 months ago

    Welp… I hope you’re doing ok, and I’m glad you felt comfortable expressing yourself here.

    You might want to check out our Mental Processing Center. I hope it helps.

    Love, The Mod

    • DoctorDonothingOPEnglish
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      2 months ago

      I’m ok. I’m still here. The storm always passes, but I’m thankful to have a place to vent. Sometimes the pressure is too much to bear. I’d never hurt myself or anyone else, but I gotta let of some “word steam” sometimes.

  • DoctorDonothingOPEnglish
    1·
    2 months ago

    I worked hard my whole life and have FUCK ALL to show for it. As soon as things got rough, EVERYONE FUCKING SCATTERED.

  • DoctorDonothingOPEnglish
    1·
    2 months ago

    “Share, like, subscribe.” HOW ABOUT YOU SUCK MY FUCKING DICK AND CHOKE ON IT… :)

  • DoctorDonothingOPEnglish
    1·
    2 months ago

    Everything I’ve ever loved has been taken from me. Why try for more? SO THEY CAN FUCKING TAKE THAT TOO?! I’ve been defeated time and time again. I’ve had my face smashed into the mud for so fucking long - I CAN’T FUCKING BREATHE, BRO. Trying to live is asinine. Resistance is futile. Death is welcomed. I wish someone would put a fucking bullet in my brain and end my misery. END ME.

  • DoctorDonothingOPEnglish
    1·
    2 months ago

    I’m so depressed I can’t even listen to music. Can’t watch tv. I HATE EVERYTHING. Everything fucking sucks and wish the whole world would fucking CATCH FIRE.

  • DoctorDonothingOPEnglish
    1·
    2 months ago

    Ever since I was a little kid… the thought of putting a railroad spike between my eyes has been the vision.

  • DoctorDonothingOPEnglish
    1·
    2 months ago

    “HATE ain’t enough to describe me Somewhere between screaming and crying I’m not supposed to be here”

  • DoctorDonothingOPEnglish
    1·
    2 months ago

    “I haven’t slept since I science I woke up and found MY WHOLE LIFE WAS A LIE”

  • DoctorDonothingOPEnglish
    1·
    2 months ago

    At least I can say this here. Nobody knows who I am. Say it IRL and you get fucking locked up. I’m so over this shit.

  • DoctorDonothingOPEnglish
    1·
    2 months ago

    There’s only a handful of people on the planet that would even notice if I were dead.